New phase , last phase?

 This is what I answered when Laura asked me yesterday.. what are you going to do tomorrow? I said "preparing the new phase"

What does it means?

Some weeks ago, when I was told that I was going to make a statement in front of the judge on 2nd July I thought OK so now I have to do what I've doing up to now, which is to do focus in that date no further no closer. Then I went to Conil that was kind of holidays and now in Viveiro. Now I have to put my attention in something that seems easy but it's not. To get there without losing my mind. It means:

-Take care of my health. Taking exercise, taking care of my diet (as a part of a special plan), taking the most of the time concerning two aspects:

1st I'm not going to be in this situation again

2nd I have to take advantage of this amount of free time, specially now that helping my parents the way I did it, it's not an option anymore.

-Also having challenges o projects to afford. For example right now I'm trying to lose some weight and create some good habits in my diet. Or I try to have a new relationship with my phone.

-And at the same time dealing with all the possible surprises that life might give me about health, friends and whatever.

So I'm going to start this new phase. More or less two months and under these circumstances:

1º I'm going to take a daily course for 3 months. I don't know how much effort I have to make but at least I have to work for 1,30 hour daily.

2º I have to organised myself with swimming training. I want to go swimming for at least 2 days per week. I want to do intense trainings and I want to increase technique as much as possible.

3º I want to go out on my bike a little bit more frequently. Good weather starts and I want to be outside. I'm in good shape, I have plenty of time and I have a bike. 

4º Next to 2nd July I want to prepare my statement. Sometimes I think there are very few things I can't do (and this feeling is getting bigger and bigger), but at least I'll try to defense my point of view.

 Update 5th June

Less than 1 month to go to make the statement in front of the judge. As I said I'm doing what I said I was going to do, studying, training and taking the most of the situation. Still quiet and serene. I'm conscious about the importance of the event, I will try to prepare it as best as possible. I have to trust in justice, this is a mistake and I shouldn't be in this situation, but mistake happens and you are inside of one of them.

I feel a little bit nervous, but I'm still  working with the protocol of putting aside the things I can not control. I will try to do my best. I have more battles to fight ahead of me.


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